After everyone leaves

After all his friends leave and spend sleepovers in Paris

Im left alone with him

With his immense love and darkness

And I accept

I accept this life and this nonlife

I accept the river of life that had no beginning or end

I tried to accept and create a platform of peace with all my power but my reach was not enough

My soul not enough

To carry him

We walk alone on the road on a dim and difficult uphill road

I saw you there brother on my climb too

Through dark treacherous and dangerous woods

Shadows of uprooted trees torn

I saw you getting lost

And now I’m open at the seams

My childhood memories and my idea of myself

A part of me gone with you

And you can take it with you

Into your ride into forever

Where parts of us belong