I sat on my porch for hours in the dark

I tried to feel your edges and echoes

I listen and listen and get more agitated, then at ease

I wandered around the street and into the forest

I glanced at the sunset and wandered some more

I stared at trees

I spent the night staring at the ceiling

And turning in my bed

I smile thinking of you smiling too

All my playlists that I keep for different moods each started to fill with love songs

I don’t think much anymore

I haven’t thought of anything I need to tell you

It’s all the things I don’t need to tell you now

You live in the moment but your moment is forever

Your forever and my forever

Nothing to tell you, just the murmurs of my mind before falling asleep