Colors of happiness

What are the colors of happiness?

How is it different from what it is not so quite there?

One is a muted yellow

And the other is a clear yellow, transparent with sure light

What’s the difference between a boy that’s almost just right and one that is just right?

Yes I’m alive

I’ve been alive all through my brothers depression of ten years

But now I know the sensations of aliveness

All the colors in full spectrum