He was the best up until that moment

And it’s what I’m losing now

Even if my world is falling apart

I have hope that what is coming might be better than what I’ve lost

Simply because the future is unknown

No one has broke my heart this much before him

But a heart needs to break open in order to open

And now I am open in my truth and pain and mess

I’ve been strong and weak, rich and poor

And I’m starting to have patience for being simply human

Maybe I need someone a little

Maybe I should compromise a little

Even though I’m old I’m not very wise

But I think I might know finally

How to love