How many times have I lost
I’ve lost wars on my body
I lost my brother to himself
I’ve lost more battles than most people dare to fight
For every battle I won I lost two
It is not enough to heal
There must be triumph
And better than before
What battles have you fought before I met you?
And which ones did you choose to win and lose?
Truth is the balance between life and death
He told me in so many ways
So can you teach me why I fight so hard for my own love?
where do we go on this path unwinding
The path towards the ultimate ambition and glory and adventure
Only to find ourselves
And drown in our own emotions and burn in our own energy and breathe our own ideas and touch our own reality
I let go of thinking now
Let go of words
Let go of creating
And I open into a world of newness and air
I desire myself
From the beginning until the end of time