I looked for you in all the faces
We were the start and end of time
The Big Bang
The singularity
For you I travelled through non linear time
Borrowing memories and stealing future hopes
I didn’t now how much you meant until I tried to live without you
Years and years and years went by and I wasn’t letting go
I was looking for a reason for truth
Why did we go wrong
But I only found reasons why we were right
I guess
The thing is
I want more than a reason
I guess I don’t need to explain anymore
Most things are just frameworks
Time, self, choice,
Good and bad
I used to be so ashamed
I wasn’t ready
I should’ve known you would’ve waited
You loved me with your waiting
Five years ago you asked me, are you okay?
I don’t think you wanted me to know how much you waited
It happened it all happened
Scattered in time
You come back to me at different times still
Like a voice reaching out from memories
How you felt, your happiness your anxiety your relief your reaction your jealousy how bad you wanted me how you watched over and protected me
Let me remember before I go
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