Scream

He wasn’t love

he was a scream

A perpetual frozen unblinking eye

At the moment of brutal murder

Time unchanging

trapped forever in extraordinary fear and confusion

That’s it

The one thing that’s special about him

Is his extraordinary fear

Dance better than your fear

Fuck better than your fear

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Better than your fear

I am curime I am Jesus I am Goliath

I am extraordinary

His extraordinary fear

A screaming blade that cut

The serrated edge between

cloud drops

dispersing into frigid air

Shaped the outline of

my skin

My survival

Of the eye

within the eye

Within the I

I am love

Everything is not love

but I am love

and he is a scream

And it goes on

and on

And I am the silence

That will go on even longer

In another life

You’re already dead

This is me moving on

Because I deserve a man who survives