Give without knowing

Sometimes I lose my joy of living

I lose myself and my purpose

That is just the way I live

He manner in which I walk my road

But since we started to walk together

I do not understand why I must give to you

At times when there is no reason to give

To anyone at all

But I give anyway

At first I gave because you were beautiful

And then I have because you were hurting

And now I give without understanding the reason why

And so I give to the confusion,

The absence

The disloyalty

The pride

I give without any hope of progress

Or incrementing

In even my most selfishly guarded possession:

My wisdom of the world