See her out

‘Let go, let go’

They tell me when I exhale

So I turn my back on her

But tonight I had a change of heart

So I walked her to the door

And waved as she left

Wishing as always

That there was more time

As if holding my breath

Could make it all stop

I tried to find my center

So I could be with her

But they don’t teach you what to do

When you’re in three pieces

And there is no in between

So I fell into the deep sleepy abyss

Of my lost soul

And made a home out of me

I don’t trust you like a man

Or a lover

I trust you like a surgeon with a knife

Putting me to sleep

Look here

How I have healed