Breaking up

I tell myself I’m not strong enough

Things break in unexpected ways

I danced all night

But I stared at the packed suitcases all day

I couldn’t move at all

I couldn’t remember the name of the bus

I panicked and asked everyone if I got left behind

You weren’t the first person I loved

But you were the first person that loved me

So what am I supposed to do?

How do you make it stop?

How much longer can you carry the whole world

My reality and everyone in it?

I didn’t know what to say

It started breaking,

Some things weren’t true anymore

I can’t stop noticing