Tag: goodbye

• I know it’s over

  You can keep everything The suitcases of my sweetness The shelves of my care The playlists of the memories of us I used to think it was black or white He loved me or he didn’t I know people talked But everyone knew you loved me I’m leaving just because Just because it’s not easy…

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  September 22, 2022

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• Traces

  Traces of you in me Every time we touch Is an emotional nuclear bomb Why do I feel it all I can’t make it stop But it doesn’t matter I guess I’ve always been safe from you Because you’ll never leave her That was the plan all along To stay safe To stay away from…

  sublimecourage

  September 8, 2022

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• Elvis

  I watched Elvis the week before my brother died from an overdose of antidepressants If I could dream Do you think he had hope? Was he reaching for something too?

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  September 5, 2022

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• A Good Man and a Good Woman

  Heartbreak Like the depths of anxiety and depression Feels so exquisite Like 1600 volts through the heart The organ of remembering His best friend died Buried six feet in your brain That you didn’t know how to touch The space he left because he knew how to feel those things When I think of how…

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  January 12, 2022

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• Break

  There’s moments when you know you fell in love, then there are moments when you know you’ve fallen out of it. Do you ever argue with someone close to you and it’s at the point where you really question if you’re going to talk to this person again And you’ve already texted a paragraph and…

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  January 4, 2022

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• Glass

  After trauma I kept repeating reactions to it as if I was fighting with a ghost. I felt really humiliated when the same experiences happened again. My friends and family looked at me like I was crazy. What’s wrong with her she used to be a smart girl. Why can’t she figure this out. The…

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  December 29, 2021

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• Drama king

  You said you hated all the fighting that you got into with your friends on group chat and you couldn’t stand the drama You were misunderstood by your team you said No one seemed to understand your off-brand wisdom I worked to the bone to unravel your complicated mess because you looked at me with…

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  December 23, 2021

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• Comraderie

  In the fight against the world, we fought on the same side, for the same cause. We’re brothers, you said Then you slept with other girls. You always wanted to be right. In love, you treated me like a woman. I tried to teach you to be my equal. But you only knew how to…

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  December 20, 2021

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• The fall of summer

  The taste of apple, kale and ginger reminds me of the first day of fall, maybe even before that actually, more like the first day in the summer when you knew it was ending. The memory of summer feels like one long day that turned into one long night. Warm and hazy, I swam through…

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  November 13, 2021

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• I saw your pain everywhere

  I started doing the things I wanted I used to be afraid to enjoy myself out of fear that you’d want revenge But today I enjoyed it anyway And I saw beyond your anger I saw your denial I saw your pain everywhere Everywhere You consuming overwhelming awesome aching pain It was more real than…

  sublimecourage

  October 21, 2021

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