Tag: ex boyfriend

• Warning

  What are the worlds we fall asleep inside When I let go of pain I tremble I fear surviving without it is not enough but I release ever as lightly as it came I want to run and hide inside tomorrow Tomorrow I’ll be good Today I just ride under the cover of silence Father […]

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  January 31, 2023

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• January 26, 2023

  I’m so excited to see the world because I know wherever my brother went, back into nature or the place between lives, I know he is part of the world now, and when I see the world and feel connected to it, we’re connected then. I feel how much he loved me because I told […]

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  January 26, 2023

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• Needing other people

  When you’re in a dangerous situation, the only choice you have is to stay or to go. I really struggled to go to the next level of being closer to people. I think it’s to stay somewhere in the middle of not leaving and leaving. And I think the moderation of being connected and alone […]

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  January 23, 2023

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• Eyes

  There were people looking out at the world through your eyesPeople who could only see while you were awake and dream while you were dreaming,and you thought you were alone, you thought you didn’t matter

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  January 11, 2023

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• Power

  I knew a powerful man The most powerful man in his small town He had dreams of conquering the world In fact he conquered the heart of everyone he met He was so strong everyone listened to him He always got his way He overruled all my feelings and hopes But underneath power is fear […]

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  January 9, 2023

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• Social fabric

  My society My connection to other people My universe of love Is always smaller and more fragile than a man’s So I never worry what a man needs from me I never try to stay connected I never try to mend the social fabric for a man I’m here to break love not make love […]

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  January 7, 2023

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• Little Haiti

  I was in little Haiti which is probably the worst neighbourhood in Miami and I booked a cheap hotel by accident not knowing how bad the neighbourhood was. The hostel itself was decent for the price and people moved with an eerie but harmless quiet. I shared a room with a girl that told me […]

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  January 2, 2023

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• 12/27/2022

  It took my 32 years to learn what I can and can’t do I can’t save my brother, I can’t save my dad This is freedom This is breathing

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  December 27, 2022

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• If

  He’s given me so many small versions of himself Some hint here and there about his intentions with me Nothing I could reach for Some joke about marriage being like the Truman show But he never responds directly to my questions Just let’s me brew and obsess Running in circles Feeling insane But I imagine […]

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  December 25, 2022

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• On the road, far away

  I’m not sure this is heartbreak. I don’t know what this is. I don’t think about him. I’m not the person that thinks about him. I’m not the person that reminds me of the kind of person that likes him and wants his approval. I’m not the same person that moved to his city or […]

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  December 25, 2022

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