Tag: depression

• Soñando

  Ya no me reconozco He estado actuando de manera extraña e inconsistente como una persona que se despierta Hay un mito hindú de que Dios podía crear lo que quisiera y tener lo que quisiera. Pero finalmente se aburrió de tener tanto poder Y decidió jugar un nuevo juego de escondite consigo mismo Se esconderá…

  sublimecourage

  November 18, 2022

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• cerrando los ojos

  No creía que el amor fuera incondicional hasta que mi hermano murió Y ahora tengo que creer que siempre está aquí Esta escondido detrás de los sentimientos aterradores y tristes de los que he estado huyendo toda mi vida Él está diciendo: No había nada de qué temer después de todo Cuando dejas de huir…

  sublimecourage

  November 14, 2022

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• demonios

  No soy como la mayoría de los demás Mi vida sucede como un mito Siempre hay demasiado Demasiado dolor o triunfo o lucha, pero demasiada diversión también Todas las sombras que otros mantienen ocultas Sus celos y codicia y tentaciones y deseos inaceptables Por algún accidente de nacimiento no soy capaz de esconderme Donde otros…

  sublimecourage

  November 11, 2022

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• Atlas

  There’s always something happening in my life Hectic erratic I am the center of Budapest, some ancient capital at the crossroads of continents, Adventures intersecting in multiple ways Like I do today where those adventures all lead me to an inevitable last chapter that forces me to put down the book, the textbook, the Altas…

  sublimecourage

  November 4, 2022

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• Goodbye, angel

  Love is always a mystery isn’t it I don’t know what to do with all the dreams I had for you They feel so sweet yet so painful Like barbed wire around a humble garden or shattered glass of an intricate mirror Right now I’m just glad mysteries exist I can always visit your hometown…

  sublimecourage

  October 30, 2022

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• Beautiful

  They say the most difficult times in our lives, when we look back on them, strikes us as beautiful Loving my brother was hard It was hard when he threatened suicide It was hard when he went to the hospital It was hard when he threatened to kill me But it was love Wondrous, powerful,…

  sublimecourage

  September 24, 2022

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• Rest in power

  I’ve come to the realization that I love my brother the most. Who else am I going to love more? My parents? I’ve always been my own first, last, everything It says a lot about how attached I felt to people around me given that the last conversation I’ll ever have with him was him…

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  August 8, 2022

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